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I'm not sure if I'll be posting art for a while for a few reasons.
One I've not been making any while being in England thus far. I've been instead actually living for once, and doing other things. I might make little doodles while here that I could possibly post but otherwise I probably won't be doing much here.
Two I've heard horrible news of stuff back home just yesterday. Lawyers, FBI, loosing lots of money, and other insanity and I can't do anything to help or what not. It seems I might be going back home to a broke dad and as a person with social anxieties, no job experience, and physical injuries that makes walking and standing a huge painful task getting a job to help pay for my own food and stuff will be very hard to find, so I'm in a very big depression of fear, though I won't be returning home until the last day of July, this is a scary thing to hear when you're thousands of miles away.
So I'll try to come on at least once a week incase I get messages or something, but I'm going to be pretty down and worried for a while.
One I've not been making any while being in England thus far. I've been instead actually living for once, and doing other things. I might make little doodles while here that I could possibly post but otherwise I probably won't be doing much here.
Two I've heard horrible news of stuff back home just yesterday. Lawyers, FBI, loosing lots of money, and other insanity and I can't do anything to help or what not. It seems I might be going back home to a broke dad and as a person with social anxieties, no job experience, and physical injuries that makes walking and standing a huge painful task getting a job to help pay for my own food and stuff will be very hard to find, so I'm in a very big depression of fear, though I won't be returning home until the last day of July, this is a scary thing to hear when you're thousands of miles away.
So I'll try to come on at least once a week incase I get messages or something, but I'm going to be pretty down and worried for a while.
Well This Sucks
I'll say it now. KEEP SONIC BOOM KNUCKLES AWAY FROM ME.
Oh how I hate this so much, soooo much. I actually -like- Knuckles, as a character. Knuckles the echidna was one of my favorites. I really did like him a lot and such I always liked looking him up and studying his story and everything.
No more.
No more.
I can't look him up safely anymore and it really -really- sucks.
Do you have any idea how much it sucks to know that you have to be very careful when wanting to look things up about a character you like because of an official side design makes you physically ill? It is a horrible feeling and of course it's around everywhere.
I have t
Feeling Pretty Low More Like at the Bottom
I've been in quite a depressive spiral of late since something happened quite a while back now. It really hit me hard and made me loose a lot of want to be creative or even deal with a lot of things I used to like. So now I'm losing more and more of what I used to love and it's getting hard to know what to do.
Herman-da-German (https://www.deviantart.com/herman-da-german) Thanks for the Premium Membership so I can change my username. A lot of the negativity I've gotten revolved around a very beloved character of mine Shadow the hedgehog and as such I've now pretty well avoid him at almost all costs. My username ShadowtheUlimate was not actually a Shadow the hedgehog reference b
A small foot update: I just got back from the doc
I just got back from the doctor… and I was prescribed to DANCE. Not rest, keep off my foot, don't do anything too harsh. He said to -dance-. I don't know what to say Doc, but that's one odd prescription. My boyfriend won't shut up about it.
With that my boyfriend is probably going to be buying me Just Dance 3 to make sure I do, do some dancing. This is going to be awkward. Well, he did say to not walk a lot, but that still makes things weird.
He also proscribed me with some medication to take before bed every night. It's of a drug that can be used as an anti-depressent in large doses and in small doses is used for helping kids with bed wett
I was a part of a Darkspeeds LiVE Stream
https://darkspeeds.deviantart.com/journal/Forged-in-Fire-and-The-Tails-Adventure-LIVE-365174603
And I honestly am so proud of myself.
I was their last minute Tails replacement and even though I'd have to be up at 3am to what turned out to be 7 am for the thing to happen, I happily tried out and got accepted. I was terrified even with just doing the test run with Darkspeeds, but I knew it'd be good for me so I still tried and when the time came the people in the live stream were so nice and supportive. I got a great response back on my impression and how well I did. I just feel greatly happy right now and like this is going to be a point whe
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